My boyfriend and I have been together for 4 1/2 years. I love him, but we are each others first everything. I can't help but wonder if I need to be with other people before I decide he's the one.
Hello I'm a girl, and no one understands my problem. I cut I started when my father hit me. He is an alcoholic and cheated on my mother. My mother died last year before mother's day. I visit her every day and have lovely conversations with her. I have no friends and I'm hated. People write mean things on my desk, locker, even on my clothes. I just want one friend.
I've only been dating this guy for four months, but I have known him for three and loved him for two. He's leaving for college and I still have two years left of school, and..I feel as if I really truly love him and I really wanna do stuff that he wants, just the thing is I have body dysmorphia and don't want to be a female, he doesn't want to even conceder dating a 'guy' even if I don't get surgery.
My life's story in one post: I was a mistake child. My mom was on drugs before I was born. I was born with cleff lip. I have been bullied everyday of my life. I've tried killing myself as of today, 5 times. I have a very little selection of friends. I love playing video games because technology is the only thing I'm good at... I've never truly kissed a girl or had a girlfriend. Maybe your life isn't that bad compared to mine!