Next sunday i should be an animator at church camp. I'm Scared to go, because last time i got beaten up by a group of six year olds wearing spongebob costumes.
I think I might be Bisexual, but I won't tell anyone because of my dad. I once asked him what if he had another daughter and she was lesbian and he said that he'd kick her out and never speak to her again. I cry about this often because I really love my dad and I'm Scared of losing him. I couldn't handle it if I did.
My sister's fiancè is inevitably going to die this year. They were going to get married in October after three years of being together but he might not make it that long so she married him within two weeks of the news. I'm terrified that she's going to give up without him. She's so in love with him, it hurts me. I need her and I'm so Scared I'm going to lose her when she loses him.
Every time i sit on the toilet i'm Scared that a monster would come out and pull me inside, so i try to poop as fast as i can LOL
Im 14 and sometimes, when i feel Scared or sad, i still suck my thumb to comfort me. It's weird but makes me feel better.